Fanfuggingtastic.

So today I found out that I'm not Head Girl.
My reaction process went something like this:
.Felt like I was falling into a black hole
.Kind of OK when I found out who it was
.Gutted nevertheless
.Devastated and crying
.Kind of OK when I thought about it again

I have a feeling that process is going to go on and on in my head for a while. But to be completely honest I am really pleased that Hannah got it because she's a friend of mine and has been since year 7. So I'm glad it's someone I know and like. It could be MUCH worse.

But I'm still gutted.

Badtimez.