Can't even begin to think of how I'm going to articulate this.

Something pretty rubbish has been ongoing throughout my summer and it didn't really hit me quite how crap it was until yesterday and then I went into meltdown and Jocy = wreck.

So there I am today, a complete and utter mess at 2am wondering how on earth I was going to DO the next few days as a successful human.

And then just as I need him most Joe come online and helps me sort everything out and rescues me from all the poop.

So what I'm trying to say is that I have a friend who bail me out of crappy situations and helps sort out my problems, even at two o' clock in the morning. For this I am an extremely lucky person.

xx